all that cant be said

the world is against you
and you're terribly drained
cant fight no longer
yet the hurt you hold in restraint
cant show emotions
cant show that you care
because when you do,
they'll know it's true
that you've never been there

people walk past
seems now they're all too fast
you cant catch up
or maybe you wont
because you know you'll get shunned
turned down by the ones you love
they all hate you
yet your love for them so true
but how, when youve never been there

you dont care how they see
all you want is for hope to be
but now all is gone
you dont know where to look
maybe youre just badly drawn
but still judgement he spoke
you deserve your fate
now you drown in a pool of hate
regret? you should have been there

isnt it painful?
you watch her leave
arent you regretful?
the love you cant retrieve
want the past back?
so you could change it all
bound to the train track
now you have to take the fall
around this time last year
i'm not sure if you remember
the woman you once called dear
now to her you are cancer