all that cant be said

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when so much of life is imagination

i'm going to use this to get myself a job before graduation

i really miss samuel. i wish he'd come back soon. especially with the recent shootings in the american schools. worries me thinking of mike and samuel there.

some might say

Started reading Into The Wild, about a young man named Chris McCandless. He ventured alone into the wilderness and eventually died in the wilderness of Alaska. Some say he was brave, a hero, an ambitious young man who lived his dream. Others argue that he was stupid, arrogant and full of flamboyance and bravado. I say he did what he wanted, maybe he was reckless, well, probably, but he's done more for himself than I can say for myself.

there are so many things you dont know about me

but i can see through you

the girlfriends, the lies, the broken promises

i know what you want and what you need

and surely you know that too

it's just too sad because you will never learn from your mistakes

so you get hurt and you blame everyone else

can't you see you dug this hole and put yourself into it

i sympathise with you. you hypocrite.

PAYBACK

its only when you look around
that you realise what you have
but when you do exactly that
you realise what you lack

but who are we to judge and say
take a bit and the glory will stay
consolation's a piece of dirt
when you realise your friend's a jerk

ouch my heart it grinds in pain
boom my head explodes in restraint
youve been broken, time runs long
unforgiven, who's to say we cant get along

all these games we used to play
skills we mastered along the way
smile with a heart as black as tar
running over me like you drive nascar

slap me bitch and i'll slap you back
careful your pretty jaw might crack
take your hypocrisy, i'll chew it up
spit it out into your money cup

feeling used and thrown aside
paint a picture: woosh goes her pride
wait, now it matters, all will be fine?
only with you stuck onto the foot called mine

cos it's only when you look around
that you realise what you had
but too late to regret, my love
cos you cant have it back

im sorry you regret, my love

but payback's a bitch.


note: i'm not being mean, but maybe i am A LITTLE inspired by life. cos if you treat people like dirt, you have it coming to you. what goes around comes around. they dont call it karma just cos it sounds cool. the KARMA POLICE are coming after you. and i'd run if i were YOU.