all that cant be said

ok i wrote this one with mark. we did alternate lines. my first collaboration. haha feels like im gonna cut an album and i'm working with pharrell. hmm now that's a thought. alritey. thanks mark!! oh i ripped it from your blog. haha

A JOINT EFFORT

my queen of hearts i've lost
now i wonder at what cost
to the jack of spades it was
taken from me by force
will the queen of diamonds do?
no, the feeling wont be true
but part of my hearts her's
with this the pain only made worse
now for my own foolishness i curse
her beauty captivating
yes, its mind blowing
the longing in me only growing
the river of love ever flowing
i walk in it serves a cleansing
to stain the water clean i'm willing
but all this wont bring back the feeling
the love the passion the pain
all reduced to a tiny little grain
as insignificant as an ant on a vast grass plain
so hard to bear i'd rather be slain
to the depths of hell i'll then be thrown
my limbs burn off as in pain i groan
to the devil my soul is on loan
only the queen of hearts can redeem me
only then in heaven i'll be
for now i gaze lovingly at her majesty
but all i am is just so ghastly
shes too great too prefect a lady
so i better flee hastily
before again her presence beholds me
and to the tree of love binds the lover in me
from her i shall never be set free
but true love i already see
it's a shame that person wont be me
her heart belonged to another one called "he"
my darling queen i'll send her off
but my hearts already soft
i need to leave or i'll breakdown and cry
to the great heavens i'll then fly
vying for her love at least i did try
but she thinks my feelings a lie
i really don't understand why
she thinks i'm not her guy
to her demands i have limited supply
but to her every wish i am tied
in each a failure i did nothing but cried
but i'm not afraid, i won't hide
because her remarks no matter how snide
changes not my love my ego my might
down the street i still walk in pride
people thinking my skin animal hide
so the story ends this way. forever lonely i shall stay
but till she says no, my heart belongs to her every single day...