all that cant be said

up in the sky so far
he's my bright shining star
my guide in times of lost
as to destruction i accost
i find the hope i seek
a tinge, even if it all seems bleak
enough to keep me going
in pursuit of that one glowing
a thunderous roar in the sky
and to my lifeline i wave goodbye
then i wake
and in this sacrament i partake
a different light i see
relaxed may my soul be
as i am inducted
amongst the faithfully departed
just a while ago
the star i wished on so
wasnt enough to keep me alive
into the shadows i dive
my spirit taken on a flight
released from this treacherous plight
the love for which i lorn
is now forever gone
yet i suffer not
emotions erased like a robot
my little thorn so trivial
i fell to something ever so menial
the world i left behind
severing the ties that bind
i think they call this one death.