all that cant be said

i wrote a poem about death the other day. after i wrote it i read it. maybe at that point in time that was how i perceived death. seriously, it was kinda scary. maybe i'll post it sometime. actually i've got lots of ideas for some. from songs, things people say, thoughts and visions. songs that i think have powerful lyrics. i actually posted some of them last time. but i think there's one especially which really illustrates lost and sadness in your life. and tying in with the poem about death this song finds its space amongst the crowded thoughts. it's a song called fade to black by metallica..

Life it seems, will fade away
Drifting further everyday
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free
Things not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly loss this can't be real
Can't stand this hell i feel
Emptiness is filling me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now he's gone
No one but me can save myself, but it's too late
Now I can't think, think why I should even try
Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death greets me warm, now I will just say goodbye

someday i wanna write stuff like this. however depressing, it'll inspire someone as this has inspired me.