all that cant be said

mixed emotions basically. its jus that when you've been heading in the right direction all your life. it's difficult when you suddenly get pushed off the trail. and when i say pushed i do mean pushed. explain. basically when you try your best but people just dont get it. its common. maybe that's why it is frustrating. you know but who gives a damn. so what. my conscience is clear. ultimately the only people i have to answer to is god and myself. i have totally no regrets. definitely not going to bear grudges. dont see the point in that. it takes a lot to hate. shrug it off. you're happy with what you already have. yet find something lacking. its just in front of you. and you've been reaching out like mad for it. all your heart. some person just comes and pulls it away from you. so what. i did my best. shrug it off. yeah so just because that person pulls it away. furthers the distance. you walk. something you put your mind into. something you set out to get. gone because of your lack of determination. i tried my best, shrug it off. yeah right you tried your best. you let the person take it away. so what if you're not society's best friend. so what if the person presents it to you but pulls it away a moment later. it doesnt matter. i tried my best. shrug it off. and continue on.