pain

before me a plate of veal
my last sumptous meal
as before you i kneel
my fate you seal
it all seems so surreal
the walls i face coated in teal
the intensity of the emotions i feel
to him i make my last appeal
for my heart to him reveal
so that he can help me deal
with the pain so long i had to conceal
hurting me like the skin i peel
please please make me heal
for it goes on like a never-ending wheel